Saturday, October 11, 2008;
♥ 10/11/2008 09:35:00 PM
Come ride rockets with me>>Next week marks the
end of our
2years of jc life.
As dreadful as school is to my life. As annoying as some teachers can get. As boring as lectures/tutorials are. As stressful as the days were.
Well, i guess
i'll still miss school.
Right, i think i shouldn't carry on typing, as though i've
graudate. When in fact,
there's still a week of school!During a random
GP lesson, ms chiew mentioned that it's
alright to start a sentence using words like
'But', 'And', and
'So'. According to her, this is a newly implemented
idea. So for examiners who are 'old school' (sort of), they'll still
penalised you for that if you write in essays.
This is ultra
random, but i just thought of it so i decided to share it out here!
In anyways, i still think it's
ridiculous. Afterall, i was taught the
exact opposite since pri school?
Most of the girls applied for
early study leave already. ):
Which means i'll be rather
lonely in class, if i did go to sch on another particular day! But i really
don't feel like applying for one(study leave), even though my mum actually did allow me to (surprisingly). :\
Owells, aaron &bryan were
nice enough to say
they won't ps me. (:
Aiyah, but i know although the guys are some
mean ass-es, they won't ps me! :D
I'm still glad des ky aaron bryan are still coming for school! (: Yay.
I'll miss you, girlies!
I'm running out of things to write but i still feel like typing so i'm going to type continuously without any punctuation marks because i think i am cool this way as it is so unique and dumb that no one would bother doing the same thing that i did i cant believe you could bring yourself to bother with me ahh i cant stand it anymore here is a fullstop
. :D
G'nights!Labels: random, study leave
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, May 10, 2008;
♥ 5/10/2008 06:53:00 AM
My london, london bridge wanna fall down>>It's friday! Marking the end of yet another
insane week in school. (:
But then again, it's just another week closer to the
dreadful As. ):
I dont know why we're all suffering under the stress that As bring. It's just, so
irritating! :\
Please, i seriously have no idea what a
tertiary education stands for.
Well, we can definitely do without it.
Subway with the girls after school on mon.
Subway with some classmates after school today.
Subway again tmr?
Oh goodness, Subway's really getting into me.
Hahah, i tend to get really infatuate with things (food or people or objects or whatever).
&when i'm into something/someone. Boy, i'm really into them.
Ask the mates i hang around with how much i kept chanting bout 'Jellyfish' sushi! :D
Yummy. My mouth's agreeing, my stomach's happy. My body's frustrated &upset. ):
FATTY WOOBLE.
Oh yeah, check out this new family. (:
The clique girls got them after our subway meal on mon. It's so expensive! ):
I said mine looks retarded. Then my girls went 'okay lah. That's why we're getting them.'
:D Mine's the monkey btw! It's called 'Keykey'. In fact, they all have funy weird retarded names which we thought of during bio prac the next day. (:
Weird keychains, awesome friends.
I can't complain, can i? :D
(: Oh yeah, i meet up with quek &sy at boonlay control station for awhile today! :D
Everytime quek &i meet up, we never fail to bring up our scores. Hahah. (:
Batchmates seems pretty awesome too!
Sad that i can't fork out the time to always hang around with them though. :\
I just realised my post is mde up of chunks of random thoughts, where there isn't exactly any links between them.
Memories like the ones i have, they keep me in an awkward situation.
I'm glad for them, cos they pull me through the dark times. I'm glad for them, cos i know that for once in my life, i've experienced them before.
I'm sad for them. Cos they're the ones which make letting go/giving up so hard. :\
This whole week has been rather __________.
I reckon i should get some sleep tonight. (:
I just want you to know, that i've been fighting to let you go.
Some days i'll make it thru. &then there're nights that never end.
Labels: random, subway
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, May 05, 2008;
♥ 5/05/2008 06:08:00 AM
I was blown away, what could i say
It all start to make sense>>With chemistry tutorial, maths assignments/tutorials, &
everything else on my back.It's truly a wonder why i even had the mood to blog. (:
Hahah, so does that mean
i create wonders? :D
Anyways, details bout the
surprise party's on
huili's blog! :D
What she did not mention, &doesnt know, is the pain &efforts &sweat &phone calls &trip to jp
&me sitting under the bloody hot sun at the tennis court waiting for aaron des benja to join us who ps us!&of cos, the
lonely moments i spent with myself while waiting for two
super late comers, the sweat we all shared at the
Residents' Corner cos there weren't any fan, the hiliarious moments bryan had over the phone with canadian pizza, the mess we all had (with aaron benja ky des zw) over scotchtapes for decrations.
&mm, well. Almost everything
behind the scenes. (:
My dearest girl.
It's
heartbreaking to see your tears flow down &down, yet i/we cant do anything to stop them. ):
It's
heartbreaking to see a close friend being so down &sad, yet i/we felt so useless just sitting by your side.
It's
heartbreaking to know that you're feeling
oh-so-down on the inside, yet i/we just don't have what it takes to make the sun
shine again in your world.
But dear girl, do know that we'll always be here for you. &even if we're not there by your (physically), rmbr that we're always just a msg again!
I really hope you enjoyed that surprise party, though there were so many
bloody loopholes. Hahah, trust me! We really tried covering as many of them as we could alr!
But anyways, i do hope that party makes you smile a little,
right straight from your heart.
All that's been said, are said.
I believe you know that we all love you. (:
But i trust that you just don't know
how much we love you.
So, don't be sad alr dear! :D
Pictures! (which are really limited.)
Anyways, here are some
random thoughts.
People don't judge you on your feelings &emotions. In fact, people dont exactly gives
a hoot about how you feel at times.
They judge you based on how you act, &how you're feeling
on the outside.
Superficial.Sorry bout that, but this seems to be the word that the world revolves about.
Sometimes, moments like these made me feel like standing up.Stop holing back, &stand up for my happiness.Labels: huili's surprise party, random
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008;
♥ 3/19/2008 06:24:00 AM
What hurts the most, was being so close
Having so much to say, &watching you walk away>>134! NOT 314! )':I've came to realise that i've been
increasingly distant from a certain
smth which once held a really
important &special place in my heart.
Well, i mean. It still do,
of cos. But it's getting really tough to just make time for, let alone focus or
participate in the events. :\
&all i can do is to just sit quietly at a corner, seeing all the others who
jolly well can afford the time, enjoy.
Many people, if not all, based their judgements when they see the results &actions. So, little, if not
none, would believe.
But my point is:
it still holds that
same important &special place in me.
Will you believe? :\
&anyways, just a random note.
I felt my
whole right shin
hit the ground
painfully, when i did the last jump of SBJ.
My right kneecap
gave way out of a sudden when i was going up the stairs in school today, which nearly causes me to fall
face-flat. (Thank goodness i din)
The left index fingertip feels really
itchy. :\ I wish i could cut it off.
My left shoulder blade welcomes a new
blue-black.&oh!
Dearest brother, although you've been really irritating &horrible &terrible &disgusting &noisy &disturbing.
It sucks still, that you're ill &your
irritating shouts no longer fill the house. :\
I miss you piggybacking me.
Sooo,
get well soonrightaway, sweets. :D
Labels: i love my brother (even though he's sickingly sick), it still matter in my heart, random
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
